you never really know someone!!

One should never let themselves believe that they know a person, no matter how long, or close they are. I recieved the truth about a man in my life, and I am absolutly floored over the information!! yet, suprisingly it is so clear now. The past, his lies, and that "Kind face, with beady little eyes." I know why my Dad dosn't like him, he has always been a great judge of charictor. Now, I will not leave him at home with my son, and I am panning on leaving him.

I shiver just thinking of the court report, and the words that it spelled out. Blace and white!!! He beat that boy!! Bite that child. Broke his clavical bone a few week prior, to killing him.

THIS IS A NIGHTMARE, WHAT DID I GET INVOLVED WITH!!!!

you are no better than I

Time and Time again you insult me, and show no shame for the way you abuse me. Even if I have done wrong how does it hurt you? Other's have done wrong, and tried to conceal it, I rarely tried hidding my faults.

A chance 2 advance!!damienzchance.docx (file://DAMIE-PC/Users/Damie/Documents/damienzchance.docx)

for 2 years my husband and I have attended a certain Bike rally together, tonight he told me he isn't goin, I will be going alone!! Thats cool I am a BIG GIRL!!!

Although it does hurt me a bit thats, cool.

Life goes on.

Children how do you raise them after 10 years absent

Being a Mom again, after 10 years!!! It's not easy, This morning I had to go to his school, and find out what was going on!! He is failing everthing except mythology, as well as skipping his last class. The counselor was impressed I took it upon myself to come in now. What she doesn't realize is that I have 10 years of motherhood to make up for!!!
Last night he and I had a talk, and he went ahead and appologized for what i was going to learn this morning. I am very disappointed in him, and It is up to me to disapline him?1? If anyone reading this has any parental advice, I need it, desperatly.

better days

Life is looking up for the moment. Our house will be closing in less than 20 days. We can get some bills paid off!!

Sunday my husband Ans I celebrated our 6th aniversary, I was supprised when he wished us Happy Anniversary first. We are getting along good, but there has been no outside interferance either!

I am anxcious to get the internet back at home so I can return to work. I was begining to make good money when I had to leave where I was at. I want my friend to know that I apprrciate there kindness, moreso there friendship.