Wednesday, May 13, 2009

My Fear

This is the time my insecurities are there strongest. At this moment my my fears override my self-esteem, and nothing but the darkest of thoughts rage inside my mind, filling me with internal panic.



Please release my mind of these

A chance 2 advance!!

Friday, May 8, 2009


A chance 2 advance!!

Whatever!!

Okay so I am doing web cam work right. It is good business, but I am tied to tis computer constantly. I need an air card that is reliable and inexpensive, or can I get away with an antanea booster? this I don't know, so maybe some out here can help me?

I am planning on going to Sany Hook for the memorial day bike rally, and want to bring my computer so I can do some pre arrranged shows. I have had lots of great feedback about it, from my customer's. now I am putting it out here for feed back. more technical feedback, but I am always open for Idea's!!!

Whatever!!

A chance 2 advance!!

Monday, May 4, 2009

so close

I have been staying with friends, so i can work. I am thankful for there hospitaility, but I am getting close to standing on my own feet. It's kinda scary!! I am finally at a place in life where i can actually start planning for the future, its great. I do have a ways to go, but iam close now, thanks to a good friend. so I guess iam writting thlet them know you are appreciated!!