Back in the saddle

I am back on line. It's been a while, now I look forward to blogging again. For now I have to attend to cleaning my house, and waiting for the plumbers to get here, have a freaky day

I need help! I need to get out of this marraige, any and all advice needed,

you never really know someone!!

One should never let themselves believe that they know a person, no matter how long, or close they are. I recieved the truth about a man in my life, and I am absolutly floored over the information!! yet, suprisingly it is so clear now. The past, his lies, and that "Kind face, with beady little eyes." I know why my Dad dosn't like him, he has always been a great judge of charictor. Now, I will not leave him at home with my son, and I am panning on leaving him.

I shiver just thinking of the court report, and the words that it spelled out. Blace and white!!! He beat that boy!! Bite that child. Broke his clavical bone a few week prior, to killing him.

THIS IS A NIGHTMARE, WHAT DID I GET INVOLVED WITH!!!!

you are no better than I

Time and Time again you insult me, and show no shame for the way you abuse me. Even if I have done wrong how does it hurt you? Other's have done wrong, and tried to conceal it, I rarely tried hidding my faults.

A chance 2 advance!!damienzchance.docx (file://DAMIE-PC/Users/Damie/Documents/damienzchance.docx)

for 2 years my husband and I have attended a certain Bike rally together, tonight he told me he isn't goin, I will be going alone!! Thats cool I am a BIG GIRL!!!

Although it does hurt me a bit thats, cool.

Life goes on.

Children how do you raise them after 10 years absent

Being a Mom again, after 10 years!!! It's not easy, This morning I had to go to his school, and find out what was going on!! He is failing everthing except mythology, as well as skipping his last class. The counselor was impressed I took it upon myself to come in now. What she doesn't realize is that I have 10 years of motherhood to make up for!!!
Last night he and I had a talk, and he went ahead and appologized for what i was going to learn this morning. I am very disappointed in him, and It is up to me to disapline him?1? If anyone reading this has any parental advice, I need it, desperatly.