I am over this, for now

I am through with all the CUNT Shit. I have come to accept my husband has left me high and dry. Maybe I deserve it? I don't know. I do know that there are only a handfull of people that realize he myself. of course no one in this world is without them, I am just at a lose why the Moral Police have decided to disrupt my life? Knowing they should be stripped of there badges for there moral conduct. This is not the end of things, no, more like the begining of a new chapter. And as long as I keep teeling myself that, soon I will believe it.

Everbody Loves dirty laundry

Just when you think you have found a solution to your life, y0u get a curve ball thrown at ya. I have been sitting here at home for 2 days now, no sighn of my husband, wich is better than him being here tring to push my buttons again.

I do know this much, if people would tend to there business, this world would be a better place. I am a sinner, as is the rest of us. So can anyone tell me what makes people that have no reason to stick ther 2 cents in, where they don'y have there facts straight?

This is the facts of life, Kick em whn there up, Kick em when there down!!!

Well, I can't take the bullshit any longer, I have my son with me now, and I am doing my best to buld a better life for him. I only hope that I can continue my plan for a new career, that is my saving grace right now.

Where's the Love? whar ever happened to the Goldn Rule? if everyone is out for only themselves, then no really wins, do they.

good time bad time

I tried to go to work last night, but the bar was closed, unfortunatly I left my son at home alone for no reason. It is amazing how strog and fast the maternal instinct kicks back in, and bless his heart he is 16, not a baby, a young man.

Well come hell or high water today, I am gonna find myself a big truck to learn to do my pre-trip, during, and after trip inspection!! I will go to work tonight I hope, provided they are having danncing girls tonight.

I got knews from my no longer "Secret Gift" The adopted parents have sent me there e-mail or us to corrispond!! I amwaiting on her to reply to my mail today!!!

Todday I ask every one to remember the Golden Rule, and treat others as you would want to be treated. No matter haw they piss you off, you never know what a difference your kindness will do for them!!!

moving

I have started packing my belongings, it is very strange. I know that my marriage has been over for a long time now. I just hate that he is taking it out on my son? Not directly of course, but I hear everything!!! All he is doing wrong in my husbands eyes!

His coldnesss to my son is the driving force for me to get my shit and go!! I have a plan, and I figure in a soilid 3 months I can be working a goood job, and ready to move.

God save the Queen

A New Day

I am off to sighn my son'd transcript transfer, and then off to see my mom. Aparebtly her Lupus is out of remmission, and bavk in her body.

In other news I am in search of a meaningless sexual relationship, to vent some frustration!!

Sorry for my son

I am losing it!!! His birthday went wrong, and I am ready for a divorce

It's My boys Birthday!!!

I don't have alot to givr him, but today we are going to the creek!!