I believe everything happens for a reason, it is lifes way of on tje job training!! I have few regreets in my life. Everything I have experienced has been building blocks to what it is I have to overcome presently.
I am enjoying having my son back in my life, He is so cool. I also fear what is in the future for my okdest son. Not to mistake a mother's concern for "whatever" He is an aduldt now, and I can't do anything to fix or prevent his choice's.
Presently I am in an undisclosed location with my blood family close to me, and it feel good. I need a break from my husband, and my Mom graciously offered a solution to my situation, and sent me and my son on a mother son reunion vacation.
I didn't evenm leave a note for my husband, I realize he is going to be angry, but he has no clue how pissed I am with him. The reason for my distast with him isn't important, what is , is the fact that I told him what was bugging me, and he had no reaction what so ever!!!
I sat him down let him know that I needed him to listen to what I had to say, and to consider how, what I was telling him was starting to really piss me off. And, before I let it build up to a temper tantrum, we could work together to fix it. Let me tell you that didn't work out, it was like we didn't come to a solution together!!! He just told me what I wanted to hear, and Continued in the other direction.
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Hey chic.. Look glad to hear that you are enjoying your time.. But, I got a call and you NEED to call me. Pronto..
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Having lived far too long with regrets, I'm slowly learning to let them go thanks to you and a friend who found me "at rock bottom". I'm glad you've found a way to re-connect with your son and think you might be surprised at how much influence you still have over your older son, perhaps not so much with advice, but by example!
ReplyDeleteNothing hurts more than pouring your heart out to someone you care for and trust only to have them "shine you on" and go right on like you don't matter...like it isn't important to them. It speaks volumes about "the bigger picture"!
I'm glad to find words from you here again, as one of the few things I'm good at in this world is "worrying" about things, even if there's nothing I can do to change them. Thank you for finding your way here again!
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