Today I am need to address all the forgotten ones, the left behind children. Theese lost souls grow-up, for better or for worse, unfilled with an abyss of emotionally worthless void. These empty vessels of pain, learn only destructive life coping skills. Lots of us lern to camaflouge our behavior very effectivly. Quite similiar to a sniper hiding in plain sight waiting for that one shot. We the lost and forgotten ones, walk amoung everyone else with very fragile outer skins. Our lon wolf path begins the with our first memory of the most important loved ones in our life, not even seeing that we are right there. We are watching them walk through ou soul, and out the door in our life. You are first taechers of love, and trust, just leave us anywhere anytime ad with the worst of people to care for us, or take us from the best of people who want us.
I was a forgotten child, I was left battered and scarred so empty was my heart from what little LOVE my giver of life leeft me. I lived in an eggshell, afraid of letting other people in. I so blindly inspired to be just like the most evil influnce of my life. Now that I am an older woman am only begingig to truly see just how unwanted I was by this person, and it i almost to late for me to repair the emotional pain I have scarred my mot beloved gifts of life.
Still here I sit afraid of what Is needed for me to change, and reclaim my forgottten ones.
Monday, January 12, 2009
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Reclaim yourself, first and foremost! The rest will fall into place..
ReplyDelete"I was a forgotten child, I was left battered and scarred so empty was my heart from what little LOVE my giver of life left me. I lived in an eggshell, afraid of letting other people in."
The operative words here are WAS..
You are an adult now, and all you can do is say fuck her, and move on to become the beautiful person you are TRULY. The events that occur through out our live prove as learning tools, for not only what to do and how to be .. but, the opposite as well!
Who's your girl? Who loves you?
I DO!
No soul is completely unwanted.
ReplyDeleteNone what so ever.