alone in my chat room

Well I havn't posted in a while, and right now Iam also in my web room. I am bit bored it's slow tonight, but I am showing myself. Maybe I need to trry smthing new? I am very close to my target goal in my bank account, but I am feeling the emotional drain of cyber rejection?! I hope someone here can help me w/some new ideas for getting shows.

Sexualtension boiling over

I di the cyber sex to night, and I must say it is turnung out to be quit a lucrative business. Although, extremly frustrating!!!! I mean some private shows get a bit intense. I have my toys, to calm the desire , but I still fill unsatisfied. I know that it is just the build up of my sexual needs, some being meet, and others left unfulfilled.

I suppose tommorow I will give my playmate a nudge, and remind him we have a playdate that I need!! I need to release all this extra sexual tension building with this webcam work.

waiting on playdate details

I have a play date in the near future, I am just waiting on my playmateto call me w/the arangements. I can't help myself from being a bit excited for this one. I was told he is going to blindfold me this time, just thinking of the possabilties, has my pussy tingling. I havn't been dominated completly in some time, and w/this partner, I willingly invite to do so.

I want to enjoy the blind unknown, to be completly obedient to his quiet control, I can't wait.

I must fill you in on my cyber-sex. It is going very well. I have an appointment at 10 am so I will be keeping my blog short. This job is awsome!!

second day at work

Yes, I "went" to work again last night!! I am supprised at how easily I am gettig the nack for cyber sex. It makes me feel good about myself to reas there comlpiments. On the other hand, looking at myself on the camera, I realize I need to start working out. I suppose I wil get to that,eventually, untill then it doesn't matter. I am lookiing for a new adventure, I'm not sure what I'm gonna do, Iam open to suggestios?? The weather is geting nice maybe I will go camping, annd get nekked on the bayou.

Cyber whore

I've started working, a new "JOB" Internet porn. Last night was my first day on the job, it was great!! I got so Horny, and it was very impowering. How different from working last weekend, as a house dancer. Oh yea, I did my first "VIP" Dude ate my pussy, and it was good. Never the less it cheapened my feelings even mmore for "lap dances."
But this internet thing is a bit refreshing, no contact except for my keyboard, and I still get Paid!!!!

Husband jacked off, and didn,t bother to invite me

Last night my husband rolled himself over to the faar edge of the oppposite side of it. Turned his back to me, and within a few minutes he was, well plaing with himself. Yes, he was being quiet, but not very still. It was beyond obvious what he was doing, and let out a soft moan. Ateer that the turned his head toward me, I tried to not show my feelings on my face.


I was Horrified, disgusted, and quit frankly hurt!!! In 2 years wehave had sex 2 times?!!! This isn't the first time he has done this, its happened at least 2 other times. The first time My son was staying w/us and we have a open bedroom, living area. It was my son who brouht it to y attintion. My son is 18 and more like my brother, but it still was Fucked up.

I am not sure how to handle this? I don't feel like I should ignore it, but I don't know how to approach the subject. It made me feel like I am just married to him because he doesn't want to divorce me, but he doesn't want me either.

Secret Sex!! No strings

I desire another secret meering with my Fucking Friend. I only wish I knew how to ask a secret sexcapade without coming across as needy, or as if I was "falling" for him. I only need the physical side of sex. I am an adult woman, and have had a purly sexual relation in the past. Only that one got fucked up because he got emotionally attached.

anyone out there got any sugesstions on how I should approach this? I am not one to have looads of one nighters, and with a single partner i get more comfortable with different ssexual behavior. I love my husband, but we don't have sex, and I need It.